Where did they go?
(From The Woodsman's Notebook)

A pounding headache from lack of sleep makes one wonder what I have to keep. I try so hard but get no where at all. What's this about? What is the cause?
I sit up all night with nothing to do, If only I had somebody who I could talk to.
What once was work on this computer of mine is now just a tool to pass the time. My brain is on fire I can't put it out my body has had it there is no doubt. I am starting to see what is happening to me I just wish I could get others to see. Those who know me can't figure me out. The pain of it all would make a normal man shout, So why is this all happening to me? Let's take a minute to look and see. Like the proverbial camel that had its back broke, by a single straw is all that it took. Yes I've had my ups and I've had my downs but so have others around this town. I've had my disasters in relations I've lost it all, but I have always bounced back like a bouncing ball.
So what is the difference between then and now? Well the last one I married she tore down my walls. Now I sit here unprotected you see the only explanation of what happened to me.
A pounding headache from lack of sleep my walls are down and it's a fear I keep.
                                                                                      
                                                                                     The Woodsman 4/02/03
I wish I could get you to see this
(From the Woodsman’s Notebook)

I wish I could get you to see what I see all these things that pain me.
I called a friend of yours the other day for help but she hung up on me.
Even though she agrees what you did to me was wrong and where you went is worse but when she hung up on me I couldn’t help but feel the curse.
                                                
                                                         The Woodsman 9/12/02
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